always hidden the corner read the CLM article in the midnight,especially my emotions not very peaceful,the love seems far away for me.one day,i press wrong keyboard,send the one wrong message for some guys,he very quickly reply me and ask me qq.after few days,we chat on the qq ,and than he call me,i found he have magnetic vioce,of course i must admit,he not i like that type very handsome western old man,i dont have fall in love at frist sight ,no palpitations feeling.but he express he have good felling for me,i never date the man from website,i dont believe the Internet date ,the success chance is very small.but he insist every day call me use his Australia phone,through the chat,i know he had a china wife,but seems not good person,use he and got the PR,but seems he forgive her,and always keep in touch her,he know a Filipino woman,he feel huge warm love from her,that is why he always compare me and her.i had ask him,you think this woman is your friend?he said no,he don't have any future with her.because he dont have ability bring her to Australia, i use my china thinking way thought this logic and explain,i very tangle,no future why still keep in touch her and bother her life,and don't let her go ,find her really happy life and true love, he very want to sure i have good feeling for him or not,he let his friend add me qq ,this girl also meet on the CLM,i just said,didnt meeting,i don't have any feeling for you,he decide order the flight come to china,he had ask me can as his girlfriend,i dont know why i said yes at that time ,maybe his decide effect my emotions,i am feel moving,the head feel hot ,and said yes.but i know this is super wrong answer right now.after that day,i also have some feeling for him,maybe is the love slowly and slowly plant in the heart,i don't realized this things happen.

before he come to china,seems i also do some wrong things again,is huge and hurt him things,that is main reason when he living in china,we happen huge war or argue.

 i had sex with my ex-husband.this man in my life is very important best friend and fall in love at frist sight,and together come over the biggest hard time.we together face the serious sickness and my mum past,and help me far away betray ,scam  and no conscience family ,protection me and father,daughter ,i am very appreciation him.i also think he is my mr right in my life,i never want to leave him,even he got more and more sickness,i still stay with him,never think one day will abandon him.never and never.but i dont why ,we always miss timing,when i want to get married with him,his heart dont mature,when he think he already ready get married with me,more things happen in my life,mum die,father cant speak,cant move,found family so bad,run away born place,my hometown,my favorite place,move over thousand place and settled.

the day final come in ,he arrived the airport in midnight,because i am so much new driver,i cant drive the car in the fastway in dark,i let my exhuband help me drive the car pick up him,sent him go the hotle,he very exciting and unhappy,because he meet me give me huge embrace,at that moment,i am so happy he arrived,but he unhappy meet my ex-husband.

jealous also slowly and slowly plant in his heart and his shadow past life effect his judge,i also late know this small place let us happen war and argue.

i pay the hotel bill one month for him ,we together go to shopping and enjoy the coffee when i have free time,we drive the car and go to furniture city and choose the new house mattrechoss,because his back bone have some problem,he express so much passionate,he look forward he will living in my home.we together visit my daughter school ,join the party.

after few weeks he move to my home from hotel,we living in together,when we are go out eating restaurant,sometime,he will insist pay,sometime not,but when we go to coffee shop,he will pay every time,for me,i think every week waste money go the the coffee shop enjoy coffee,that is very wrong things depend on his income not too much,he just pension money.when we together choose the mattress,he said he will pay,but he don't do that,i also don't hope he will pay,actually i dont hope he pay anything in china,because i think if we dont work,he can save the money come back Australia,for me,i have my home in china,he doesn't.before he come to china,he chect out his rent house,of course i still cant understand why he do this action,at last i know the fact,he had plan anythings,he got the government house after he come back Australia.

we spend more and more happy time and get along well,we also dicuss about the future and marriage.seems every program no problem,we will get married in the future.

one day,he feel uncomfortable,he don't tell me,just fall alseep long time,i go out market,buy the foods and noodles,fry for him,but he dont want to eat.

seems i do stupid things again,i call my ex-husband,ask him ,had dinner?he said very busy,still not,i said my home have more extra,if he dont mind,he can come to my home,during he eating,i very tried,fall alseep ,i dont know what happen between the exhusband and the guys, he very upset and online Internet,when i wake up 1am,he still cant sleep,i found him write the letter for his Filipino woman,i express my point,you dont have any future with her,please let her got the peace if you think she cant as your friend.

i go to bed again,but he still keep in touch his Filipino woman,i wake up again at 3pm,i let him get out my home,and never come back china.

he hope me help him contact he had know another chinese woman ,or go to Philippines,i said no,i throw his package get out my home,and said,if he dont go out ,i call the police.

after 2days,i found he leave more cloths and medicine in my closets.i send to the hotel,we argue in the hotel lobby,and i blame he use the love name cheat the china woman feeling and money.he should feel shame,he should pay me back the hotel money and go the hell with his Filipino woman.

few days past,we also have some calm down,but still angry each other ,he decide come back Australia,i also told him,i love him,i cry whole night,i warning him,if he come back Australia,he will lost me forever.

after he come back Australia,he still keep in touch Filipino woman,i give up admit my fault and i dont think i do wrong things.

once time he call me,he hope we should try again,he want to come back china,he confidence we will work,we will let the every misunderstood past.

i said no,i said i dont believe him ,built the trust is very hard again.

but i know i also have more fault during we together time,final,i give him a test invite,if you want to as my daughter teacher come to china and we relationship temporary stay at friendship is ok?he said no.

seems that is fate,i dont feel i am the one for him,he dont feel i have any love for him,he dont want to pay his love for me,we close any contact.

the story the end result,the timing is very important between couple relationship.

success relationship need each other the patients.tolerance.