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Born and raised in a small and remote village of China with two siblings, Zoe had a childhood with wild freedom in nature. After finishing her education at Dalian Foreign Languages University, she has been living and working in Dalian. A woman of strong feelings and a passion for life, Zoe's first series of vibrant articles will tell you about the rollercoaster ride that was her first serious relationship with a Western man. There is much you can learn from her telling story. After that we'll see where else she can take us and what other wonderful experiences she might share.
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The End of Our Relationship Part 19 - In Beautiful Dreams    

By Zoe
4943 Views | 8 Comments | 7/14/2013 2:39:31 PM

In dreams I walk with you; in beautiful dreams.

Driving slowly on the street of Stuttgart, he tried to find a place to have dinner. The first time of my being in Europe, in Germany, I was excited. Not only because that I was standing on the earth of a more developed country, but also the man whom I missed desperately was just sitting beside me at this moment, how much that I wished he would sit next to me just like that forever!

We entered a restaurant with cozy light penetrating through the windows. The moment we got in, people all looked at us, guess because of my Asian face. I wanted to tell everyone, yeah, he, this handsome man is mine!

We sat by a corner, H ordered things for me, I could not swallow any food, I was exhausted. He ordered a tea and a soup for me then. When the soup was served, I found his better tasted, and then he changed with me, asked me to take his.

The tea tasted weird, like some leaves from some three, but I need water, although it tasted strange, I finished it in a second. Asked H if the waiter could add some more water into my cup, like we do for Chinese tea. He said no, got to order a new one.

What is the logic, Germans are idiot, don’t they know that tea tastes better in the second brew?

On the way driving home, H asked me to lie down on the back seat to sleep a while, because it’s two hours driving. I didn’t want to sleep, I wanted to be awake, I wanted to just sit next to him, look at him, and smile to him… Turning to look at him from the side, he was so handsome, even when he was driving.

On the way back we talked casually.

He told me the reason that he was late, there was an accident when he was driving to Stuttgart, a motorcycle was crashed on a car, the driver was lying there move less, so he saw it and called the police. Then he got to wait for the police and make a record as a witness.

H said, eh, Gosh, today is not my day!

It rose a bit of uneasiness in me, and I touched the cracked nail on my ring finger of the right hand.

Before I realized it, two hours had passed.

While we were entering the small town he was living, my heart bumped rapidly again, for the fact that I was approaching to him, to he himself, and to his life.

I didn’t see any one on the street, even not a mobile passing by, but there were lights warm and cozy from big or small windows of families, so quiet and peaceful.

H stopped in front of a building, and said, here we are.

Parked in the underground lot, we got upstairs with elevator. The moment when he opened the door, I was very much released to see his life, it was not as luxurious as I was worrying.

I was afraid that he might have luxurious life or living place, then we would have bigger distance and difference, although I did keep telling myself, if I liked someone, I shall accept what it is, no matter he is poor or rich. The moment I saw his simple life, I still breathed out with release.

Sleeping in his arms, tears formed my eyes in the darkness. Flew thousands of miles, only for this moment of flinging into his embrace. If it’s in a dream, only wished not to wake up.

他开车在斯图加特的街上兜兜转转,找地方吃饭。
第一次到欧洲,到德国,我很激动,但激动的原因不是到了一个富足发达的国家,而是这里有我日日思念的人。此刻我就坐在他的身边,多么希望永远就这么坐在他的身边。
进了一个不大的饭馆,一进门,里面坐着的顾客很多朝我看,我想告诉每个人,他,这个帅帅的男人,是我的。
H帮我点了东西,可我吃不下,太累了,他又帮我点了一杯茶和一碗汤。
汤上来后,我觉得他的好喝,他就跟我换,给我喝他的。
茶不好喝,怪怪的味道,像什么树叶子。但我需要水,不好喝也喝完了,问他我可不可以让服务员给加些开水,像在中国餐馆一样,茶泡一遍不必倒掉,再加些水,第二遍味道更好。他说不可以,再点一杯。
切,这什么逻辑,德国人真傻,不知道茶泡第二遍更好喝吗?
回家的路上,他让我到后排座躺着睡觉,需要两个小时才能到呢。我不想睡觉,我要醒着,就这么在他身边坐着,看着他,笑。


扭头看着他,看着他的侧脸,多么的英俊啊,连他开车的样子都那么帅气。
我们有一搭没一搭地聊着天。
他说之所以晚到了,是在去斯图加特的路上碰到了车祸,有个开摩托车的人被撞了,他看到后,停车报警。警察过来处理现场,他作为目击者,需要叙述过程并录口供。
他说,OH, Gosh, today is not my day!
我内心有些不安,想起自己在阿布扎比机场,弄断了无名指的指甲。

两个小时的车程,不知不觉过去了。
进入他居住的那个小镇时,我的心砰砰跳,感觉真的在一步步接近他。接近他的人,接近他的生活。
大街上没有看见一个行人,甚至都没有一辆车开过,安静极了,只有一家一户的窗户透出的灯光。
在一栋楼前停下,H说,到了。
在车库停好车,从车库乘电梯上楼进屋,看到他的生活后,我感觉有些放松,因为没有我所担心的奢华和距离感。
之前一直害怕如果他的生活和居所很奢侈,那么我们的距离会更大。心里一直告诉自己,喜欢一个人,你跟他就是平等的,对他的贫穷或富有都要坦然接受。但见到他生活的简单和随意后,内心还是很快乐地轻松起来。

与H相拥而眠,黑暗中,我一度满含泪水。飞越千山万水,只为投入他的怀抱,如果此景是在梦中,只愿长睡不醒。

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#2013-07-14 18:13:32 by prana @prana

打杀长鸣鸡,弹去乌桕鸟.愿得连瞑不复曙,一年都一晓!——南朝《读曲歌》

真羡慕你们!

#2013-07-14 21:26:53 by 345 @345

祝福你们,永远快乐幸福。

#2013-07-16 07:16:05 by WendySX @WendySX

Hi, Zoe, you were missing for two weeks, welcome back :-). I like reading your story though it is a sad one. I do wish you happiness.

#2013-07-16 14:01:58 by zhangjiyao @zhangjiyao

有情人终于相见,祝福你们。

#2013-07-16 17:53:35 by shazaohua @shazaohua

很喜欢你真情细腻的文字、、、飞越千山万水,只为投入他的怀抱,如果此景是在梦中,只愿长睡不醒。 你的故事每期都看,一直牵挂,祝福你们爱情甜蜜,开心快乐。

#2013-07-17 13:25:27 by Sissylu @Sissylu

从文字间看到了你满满的幸福,祝福你们,永远幸福快乐!

#2013-07-17 16:51:27 by Enyaluo1977 @Enyaluo1977

it's a happy thing to see peoples in love...best wishes and good luck to you!

#2013-07-25 11:45:32 by isbella2010 @isbella2010

hope you two happy foever....

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