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Born and raised in a small and remote village of China with two siblings, Zoe had a childhood with wild freedom in nature. After finishing her education at Dalian Foreign Languages University, she has been living and working in Dalian. A woman of strong feelings and a passion for life, Zoe's first series of vibrant articles will tell you about the rollercoaster ride that was her first serious relationship with a Western man. There is much you can learn from her telling story. After that we'll see where else she can take us and what other wonderful experiences she might share.
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The End of Our Relationship Part 19 - In Beautiful Dreams    

By Zoe
4943 Views | 8 Comments | 7/14/2013 2:39:31 PM

In dreams I walk with you; in beautiful dreams.

Driving slowly on the street of Stuttgart, he tried to find a place to have dinner. The first time of my being in Europe, in Germany, I was excited. Not only because that I was standing on the earth of a more developed country, but also the man whom I missed desperately was just sitting beside me at this moment, how much that I wished he would sit next to me just like that forever!

We entered a restaurant with cozy light penetrating through the windows. The moment we got in, people all looked at us, guess because of my Asian face. I wanted to tell everyone, yeah, he, this handsome man is mine!

We sat by a corner, H ordered things for me, I could not swallow any food, I was exhausted. He ordered a tea and a soup for me then. When the soup was served, I found his better tasted, and then he changed with me, asked me to take his.

The tea tasted weird, like some leaves from some three, but I need water, although it tasted strange, I finished it in a second. Asked H if the waiter could add some more water into my cup, like we do for Chinese tea. He said no, got to order a new one.

What is the logic, Germans are idiot, don’t they know that tea tastes better in the second brew?

On the way driving home, H asked me to lie down on the back seat to sleep a while, because it’s two hours driving. I didn’t want to sleep, I wanted to be awake, I wanted to just sit next to him, look at him, and smile to him… Turning to look at him from the side, he was so handsome, even when he was driving.

On the way back we talked casually.

He told me the reason that he was late, there was an accident when he was driving to Stuttgart, a motorcycle was crashed on a car, the driver was lying there move less, so he saw it and called the police. Then he got to wait for the police and make a record as a witness.

H said, eh, Gosh, today is not my day!

It rose a bit of uneasiness in me, and I touched the cracked nail on my ring finger of the right hand.

Before I realized it, two hours had passed.

While we were entering the small town he was living, my heart bumped rapidly again, for the fact that I was approaching to him, to he himself, and to his life.

I didn’t see any one on the street, even not a mobile passing by, but there were lights warm and cozy from big or small windows of families, so quiet and peaceful.

H stopped in front of a building, and said, here we are.

Parked in the underground lot, we got upstairs with elevator. The moment when he opened the door, I was very much released to see his life, it was not as luxurious as I was worrying.

I was afraid that he might have luxurious life or living place, then we would have bigger distance and difference, although I did keep telling myself, if I liked someone, I shall accept what it is, no matter he is poor or rich. The moment I saw his simple life, I still breathed out with release.

Sleeping in his arms, tears formed my eyes in the darkness. Flew thousands of miles, only for this moment of flinging into his embrace. If it’s in a dream, only wished not to wake up.


他说,OH, Gosh, today is not my day!



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#2013-07-14 18:13:32 by prana @prana



#2013-07-14 21:26:53 by 345 @345


#2013-07-16 07:16:05 by WendySX @WendySX

Hi, Zoe, you were missing for two weeks, welcome back :-). I like reading your story though it is a sad one. I do wish you happiness.

#2013-07-16 14:01:58 by zhangjiyao @zhangjiyao


#2013-07-16 17:53:35 by shazaohua @shazaohua

很喜欢你真情细腻的文字、、、飞越千山万水,只为投入他的怀抱,如果此景是在梦中,只愿长睡不醒。 你的故事每期都看,一直牵挂,祝福你们爱情甜蜜,开心快乐。

#2013-07-17 13:25:27 by Sissylu @Sissylu


#2013-07-17 16:51:27 by Enyaluo1977 @Enyaluo1977

it's a happy thing to see peoples in wishes and good luck to you!

#2013-07-25 11:45:32 by isbella2010 @isbella2010

hope you two happy foever....

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