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Born and raised in a small and remote village of China with two siblings, Zoe had a childhood with wild freedom in nature. After finishing her education at Dalian Foreign Languages University, she has been living and working in Dalian. A woman of strong feelings and a passion for life, Zoe's first series of vibrant articles will tell you about the rollercoaster ride that was her first serious relationship with a Western man. There is much you can learn from her telling story. After that we'll see where else she can take us and what other wonderful experiences she might share.
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The End Of Our Relationship Part 12 - Freeze This Moment    

By Zoe
6052 Views | 9 Comments | 4/14/2013 2:16:04 PM

The next morning he went back to the hotel, to meet a friend whom he was working together with, and I followed him later on. I was wearing a long brown dress, white knitwear, and light pink flat shoes, with my long hair unfolded naturally hanging on my back.

You look so nice. H said the moment he saw me.

I am not pretty, but I want to be beautiful Chinese woman, especially in his eyes.

In the afternoon we came back to DDA, hiking by the beach. H was in white shirt, blue jeans. Tall and straight body made him so handsome and outstanding. All the way up and down, people’s eyes were following him. Other girls must be jealous, such an ordinary girl like me, could be so lucky with a man like him companied.

That day was very nice with clear and blue sky, he was holding my hand and carrying my bag all the way.

We were racing to see who was faster to get the top of the stairs.

We were sitting closely on the pavilion for fresh air.

We were trying to tell the stories of other lovers sitting near or far.

I stroked his hair and said, do you know that you are lovely?

He said, you are lovely, you are my lovely babe.

I pointed at a wild flower on the cliff and coyly said, I want that flower. He rolled up his sleeves and postured to climb out to pick it up. I pulled his arms and giggled.

We went to eat, he took out money and give to the beggars, said, I cannot eat seeing these people.

Walking in the crowd, I found him lost, turned back, saw him standing there making faces, only if I held his hand, would he go.


If I could find Aladdin’s lamp to get me a wish, I want it to congeal the moment to perpetuate my happiness.

H看见我,说,You look so nice!
他穿白色衬衣,蓝色牛仔裤,高大帅气的身躯那么挺拔。一路上,人们的目光都在追随他。 女孩子们会嫉妒我吧,会说如此平凡不起眼的一个女人怎么会有这样一个男人相伴?
我抚摸着他的头发问,Do you know that you are lovely?
他回头吻我,说,you are lovely, you are my lovely babe.

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#2013-04-15 04:43:26 by Zaphod3834 @Zaphod3834

Wow. You know what? That's all that I can articulate. This has been a most interesting blog.

#2013-04-17 12:20:50 by destiny1 @destiny1


#2013-04-18 10:08:11 by killgina @killgina

You are a lovely babe!

#2013-04-19 02:24:26 by madmac @madmac

Hi Zoe, as I read each of your installments in this story my heart is filled with a happiness and a sadness. The happiness stems from the love you feel for this man, he is very lucky to have you. I just wish you had told him in words how you actually were feeling inside. The sadness stems from the point where the end is to come to this romance according to the blogs title and it makes me feel very sad inside. My own feeling is I am hoping in the next installments you have actually articulated your feelings to this man, it seems from your words that he was not entirely sure of how you felt about him? I truly wish you luck and all the happiness you deserve.

I am an old romantic and this story hits home with me.

#2013-04-23 00:07:36 by sunny00 @sunny00

I do love to read what you wrote. thank you Zoe. Hope you share more with us .

#2013-04-24 03:25:53 by anonymous6038 @anonymous6038

Your humbleness and pure honesty is remarkable, and makes your beauty that much more unique. All the best to you and your fame here as a very deserving writer, and fine example to all!

#2013-04-24 08:06:02 by RobertB @RobertB

This story seems misleading. It tells all about how wonderful it was and it is titled as THE END> I obviously do not want this to end.
Still, life is that we do end. We do and we do not. I mean I have lived for a long time now and I am sometimes surprised that I am still alive.
Still, it is not always easy. First you have to survive. Then you need to expand. I mean like work and studies, skills and family.
Family what maybe some time ago was a natural thing to have now it seems to become a relic of the past.
We all start to have less predictable lives. On the other hand we have easier lives in some ways. Technology and organization.
Trade off. So, now we choose technology and taking care of things by others and then letting ourselves being controlled when we do have to comply to many rules.
We can communicate easier and we have more difficult times when it comes to becoming intimate in the sense of being together.
As we tend to live on our own for longer time.
I remember some times from my past. Now I do not even know if that was love or not. Only I can say that nothing was a chance. I had a feeling when it was coming and I had a feeling when it was going.
I could not do much to make it come sooner and I could not stop it from leaving. It is like birth and death.
Maybe I should not be so serious. Maybe we should not be so serious.
I mean, being serious prevents us from doing as we cannot allow mistakes and we cannot see it go.
In the meantime all is just a play. We are here for a limited time to do something and then we are free.
Let us be free now. Then we do not have to die.
Death is a forced letting go.

#2013-05-04 14:01:58 by Snowsarah @Snowsarah

What you said surprises me greatly. I quite agree with you. The life you're describing is romantic and realistic after so many yeras' survival. You deserve such a life. I'll keep one eye on you.

#2013-06-18 05:59:41 by yangguizi @yangguizi

I have been following this blog and I am now reading everything you posted up to now (Part 17). I can relate to a lot of things you have said from my own experiences.

If you have really lost this man at the end of your story, you should send him a link to this blog!

If he loves you as you love him then perhaps he will find a way to be with you as much as he can and if he doesn't then you have only lost what you didn't have anyways.

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