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Green Flows (千山外 水长流)    

By Annie
13063 Views | 91 Comments | 4/22/2014 1:59:11 PM

Then have 30 days, Annie going to retire. In this company, you doing very well, doing very take seriously, does not mean you will have a very good remuneration.

The deep eye sockets, high nose, a very Western style appearance.

Such a that people would often asking Annie: Where are you from?

Annie were born in Hainan.

Annie grew up in Sichuan.

Of that year, the mother out of the small courtyard, go to school, teaching, marriage ......

But, Annie has never seen the biological father.

Annie one years old, the biological father passed away.

Mother bringing Annie back to her hometown.

Annie Sichuan unaccustomed cold, sweat shirt weather.

Annie is sick, has a fever: the body temperature 43 ℃.

Annie still remember that time: I want to sleep, I want quiet.

还有30天,Annie就要退休了。

在这家公司, 你做的非常好,做的很负责,并不代表你也会有非常好的报酬。

深眼窝、高鼻梁,很洋气的样子。

人们就经常这样的问Annie:你是哪里人?

Annie在海南出生。

Annie在四川长大。

那年,母亲走出了那个小院子,求学,教书,结婚……

但是,Annie从来没有见过生身父亲。

Annie一岁那年,生身父亲就过世了。

母亲带着Annie回到了她的故乡。

Annie不习惯四川阴冷、潮湿的气候。

Annie生病了,发烧了:体温43℃。

Annie还记得那个时候:我要睡觉,我要安静。

Annie's mother was frightened, holding Annie went to the hospital. Hospital the doctors customary using a lot of antibiotics - gentamicin, Penicillins.

From then on, Annie has for some time suddenly not hear sound.

Annie studied at the a normal the school.

Annie "reading" the teacher's mouth type to learn.

Annie is also often involved in school theatrical performances.

The college entrance examination the final year, Annie Textbooks, this item of a sudden can not find it.

Annie no complaint, because that person is a good friend of Annie.

After the departure of the school, Annie temporary workers in his father's unit, the town's culture of also enroll in study classes. 

Annie arranged to municipal civil affairs departments to do a temporary typists

that people of that era, Kind-hearted, honesty, they call Annie Little girl.

Annie的母亲被吓坏了,抱着Annie去了医院。医院的医生们习惯性地使用了大量的抗生素——庆大霉素、琏霉素。

从那时起,Annie有一段时间会突然听不见声音了。

Annie就读于正常学校。

Annie“阅读”老师的口型学习。

Annie也经常参加学校的文艺演出。

高考的最后一年,Annie的课本、资料突然间就找不到了。

Annie没有投诉,因为那个人是Annie的好朋友。

离开学校以后,Annie在父亲的单位里做临时工,也报读镇上的文化学习班。

Annie被安排到市民政部门做临时打字员。

那个年代的人们,心地善良、诚实,他们都叫Annie小姑娘。

Annie also naive as to think that she would have been stay, in government agencies. 

But Annie was wrong, Some people found a relationship, formally replaced the Annie typists work 

Annie went to a printing plant. 

Annie learned the the printing plant bookbinding, learned the use a computer, learn graphic design, learned the PS printing plate making ...... 

Are here, Annie is also know, It turned out that of the world does not only the red - love! 

There are other colors: Jealousy, Hypocritical, Indifference, Steal ...... 

Are here, there are many of the opposite sex.

Annie还天真地以为,她会一直在政府机关待下去。

可是Annie错了,有人找了关系,就正式接替了Annie的打字员工作。

Annie去了一家印刷厂。

在印刷厂Annie学会了装订,学会了使用电脑 ,学会了平面设计,学会了PS印刷制版……

在这里,Annie也知道了,原来这世界不只有红色——爱!

还有其它的颜色:嫉妒、虚假、冷漠、窃取……

在这里,也有不少的异性。

Annie 36, at the time, "sand" came.

"Sand" is to rent an apartment, is responsible for municipal districts All schools in the printing business.

"Sand" in Annie's printing room office.

"Sand", a the successful people, young, handsome man and long.

Tang kindly big sister said: Annie, you should to find a boyfriend ............

The married, the unmarried woman with their, all like Annie's office to running.

There is a girl's of parents, the conniving colleagues Yang: Do you want a way to let Annie get out of here!

The Management Production of old accountant, also Annie "rush" to the workshop to go ............

People say: This is impossible.

Then, the "sand" on Annie said: We are not possible.

"Sand," the staff told Annie: "Sand" this time, and the appointment went.

Annie's heart pain pain.

A mysterious voice telling Annie said: "sand" to be married, but that person will not be your!

在Annie三十六岁的时候,“沙”来了。

“沙”是来租房子的,负责市辖区所有学校的印刷业务。

“沙”在Annie的打印室里办公。

“沙”,一位成功人士,年轻,人又长的帅。

好心的唐大姐说:Annie,你该找男朋友了…………

已婚的,未婚的的女子们,都喜欢往Annie的办公室里跑。

有一个女孩子的家长,就纵容同事老杨:“你个想办法,让Annie离开这里!”

那个管理生产的老会计,还把Annie“赶”到车间去…………

人们都说:不可能的。

于是,“沙”对Annie说:我们是不可能的。

“沙”的员工告诉Annie:“沙”这一段时间,又约会去了。

Annie的心很痛很痛。

一个神秘的声音在Annie耳边炸响:“沙”要结婚了,但是那个人不会是你!

All of sleeping pills no longer has a effect. 

Annie secretly threw away the drugs. 

Annie forced himself to take a deep breath: quiet, relaxation; relaxed, quiet! 

Over some time, Annie's body feeling better 

Annie suddenly discovered that 

She Has a slight consciousness the auditory nerve. 

If everything can continue like this, then it will be a miracles!

 

所有的安眠药物已经失去了它的效果。

Annie偷偷地扔掉了药物。

Annie强迫自己深呼吸:安静、放松;放松、安静!

过了一段日子,Annie的身体好些了。

Annie忽然发现,

她的听神经有了轻微的知觉。

如果一切都能够这样延续的话,这将是一个奇迹!

This year's winter, "sand" married. 

"Sand" That got married, did not invite Annie to drink wedding. 

That night, Annie learned that the original that person she has been looking for, is the "sand." 

But Annie can not turning back. 

Annie said to himself: "let go, me not to it!" 

Annie hospital. 

Somewhere, there are a very powerful forces but she could not to commit suicide!

这一年的冬天,“沙”结婚了。

“沙”结婚的那天,没有请Annie喝喜酒。

那天晚上,Annie才知道,原来,她一直要寻找的那个人,就是“沙”。

可是Annie不能回头了。

Annie对自己说过:“放手,我不要了!”

Annie住院了。

冥冥之中,有一种非常强大的力量,却又让她不能自杀!

Old retired the accounting.

Annie registered the Garden of Eden.

In of that summer, while the implementation of the management of Yao Yao, the requirements Annie the completion of typesetting, platemaking, binding, proofreading, but also within four, five days, finished 5000 of kraft paper bags, Annie to protest, Are also resigned.

Annie tired.

Annie I miss, there's a quiet place, there are a solid shoulder to make themselves a good sleep.

After the his mother to know, and Annie began to bickering, crying.

In fact, Annie working unpaid salary, typesetting - proofreading - a film - plate burning - binding, is piece rate of.

老会计退休了。

Annie注册了伊甸园。

在那个夏天,执行管理的妖妖,要求Annie在完成排版、制版、装订、校对工作的同时,也要在四、五天之内,做完5000个牛皮纸袋子,Annie抗议了,也辞职了。

Annie太累了。

Annie好想,好想,有一个清静的地方,有一个坚实的肩膀,能让自己睡一个好觉。

母亲知道了后,就开始和Annie争吵、哭闹。

其实,Annie打工的酬薪,排版--校对--出菲林--晒版--装订,都是计件的。

Company when business was good, Annie can there more than one thousand yuan RMB wages

Yao Yao an error occurred on the management, Annie will also be been implicated, a part of of the salary deduction.

Mother refused to believe are unwilling believe.

Mother let Annie's brother, younger brother friends arrived to convince Annie.

Annie younger brother say to the boss, but also to Annie dumbfounding: to go to the workshop to make binding, How many be able to do, On How many to get to the salary.

Annie's mother, younger brother, regarded think things is too simple.

公司生意好的时候,Annie才会有一千多元的人民币工资。

妖妖在管理上出现了错误,Annie也会被牵连,扣除一部分的工资。

母亲不肯相信也不愿意相信。

母亲让Annie的弟弟、弟弟的朋友们来说服Annie。

Annie弟弟给老板说的话,也让Annie哭笑不得:到去车间做装订,能够做多少,就拿多少的工资。

Annie的母亲、弟弟,都把事情想的太简单了。

In the workshop, Annie folding, collating, gluing, saddle stitching, folding bag packed ............

Annie to do there is no other people to do more.

Annie doing very slow.

Those paper tiger scratched Annie fingers.

Annie also found typography, design errors.

Yao Yao did not recognize their own laziness, carelessness caused.

Yao Yao also wants Annie returned to the design department, Annie turned her down.

Annie is annoying some of the Chinese people to do the civil service,Doing business,

Driving a car.

Yao Yao is such a person, just a small financial accounting, suddenly made the company's senior director of, people the incredible proud of the: "! Do not to do it for me to go home."

在车间,Annie折页、配页、胶粘、骑马订、折袋子、 打包…………

Annie做的没有其他人做的多。

Annie做的很慢。

那些纸老虎划破了Annie的手指头。

Annie还发现了排版、设计的错误。

妖妖不承认是自己的懒惰、粗心大意造成的。

妖妖还想让Annie回到设计部,Annie拒绝了她。

Annie很讨厌一些中国人做公务员、做生意、开汽车。

妖妖就是这样的人,只是一个小小的财务会计,突然间做了公司的高级主管,人傲的不得了:“不给我做就回家去!”

Some employees find it very funny, deliberate slowdowns, deliberately said the paper is not goodversion of type is not good, machine is broken ......

Yao Yao also really believe.

Annie too sleepy to, often late work in the morning.The mother said enough able to get the pension.

But the mother did not know, and sometimes, the company will not delay the purchased of insurance to their employees.

Annie themselves have to purchased a part of the pension.

Yao Yao and sometimes an angel, sometimes suddenly the devil.

Annie suddenly said can not be to purchased 80% of the insurance.

In to do stapling workshop time, Annie wrist pain can not be sleeping, cervical are also stiff.

Annie never cried.

Now, Annie cried.

Mother never understood Annie.

Including that "sand" the betrayal.

\一些员工觉得很好笑,故意怠工,故意说纸张不好,版型不好,机器坏了……

妖妖还真的相信了。

Annie太困了,早晨上班经常迟到。

母亲说能拿到退休金就好了。

但是母亲不知道,有时候,公司会拖延着不给员工购买保险。

Annie自己也要购买退休金的一部分。

妖妖有时候是天使,有时候又突然是魔鬼。

突然又说不能给Annie购买80%的保险。

在车间做装订的时候,Annie的手腕痛的不能睡眠,颈椎也僵硬了。

Annie从来没有哭过。

现在,Annie哭了。

母亲从来没有理解过Annie。

包括那次“沙”的背叛。

Mother has been saying Annie auditory is not good. 

But the mother they hear not many things. 

Annie suddenly wake up, At that time, if Annie little patience, That another what would the result? 

Many things can not blame other people. 

Annie only hope that, In this world, there is such a person, listening to the voices of her somewhere in the. 

Love is the way does not need to say anything, only phase, as the moment 

Do you understand me,  I also to understand you ...... that's enough.

母亲一直说Annie听觉不好。

但是很多事情母亲也听不见,看不见。

Annie突然醒悟了,那年,如果她再忍耐一下,那又会是什么样的结果呢?

很多事情是不能责怪别人的。

Annie只希望,这世界上,会有这样的一个人,在某个地方聆听她的心声。

爱就是这样,不需要说什么话,唯有相视的一刹那,你明白我,我也懂你……这就足够了。

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#2014-04-22 19:59:00 by prana @prana

Thank you, John! Worked hard! Gratitude! (beer) (beer) (beer)
谢谢你,John!辛苦你了!感恩!

#2014-04-22 20:55:49 by Barry1 @Barry1

@prana

Hello Annie. It is wonderful to see you here again. Especially when being able to read such an interesting description of thoughts, reminiscences and occurrences from your life.

I can see also the improvements in your English ability. Slowly, slowly you are getting better and better. Most people on this website can only speak ONE language, so your multilingual ability here is a marvellous testament to your overall hard work and determination. Oh, you must be pretty smart too! (clap)

"The deep eye sockets, high nose, a very Western style appearance."

I think you look very pretty, Annie. :)

"Annie one year old, the biological father passed away."

I'm very sorry to hear this, Annie. My father died when I was 38, so it makes me feel very privileged to have been able to be with him so long.

"Annie is sick, has a fever: the body temperature 43 ℃."

Wow, normal body temperature is 37 degrees C, so if you reached 43, your fever was very severe indeed. All of us here are lucky that you survived this terrible time of life threatening illness!

"From then on, Annie has for some time suddenly not hear sound."

Oh no! The acute fever affected your auditory nerves!

"Annie Textbooks, this item of a sudden can not find. Annie no complaint, because that person is a good friend of Annie."

Did this person take your text books, Annie? If so, why would she have done this, if she was a friend of yours?

"Annie is also know, It turned out that of the world does not only the red - love! There are other colors: Jealousy, Hypocritical, Indifference, Steal"

It sounds like at the printing plant where you worked, you learnt a lot about life, Annie. Both good and sadly, bad things as well.

"Annie's heart pain pain. A mysterious voice telling Annie said: "sand" to be married, but that person will not be you!"

I'm sorry you felt so sad at this time, Annie. I didn't understand everything you wrote here, but it seems you had a crush on this person - you may have even loved him - but unfortunately the feelings were not returned?

"Annie suddenly discovered that She Has a slight consciousness the auditory nerve."

If you have even a slight ability to hear, there are hearing aids around now that can do a very efficient job of magnifying what you hear into normal sounds, so that people who were formerly almost deaf can now lead fully functional lives, not needing to lip read. A hearing disability no longer is the big problem that it used to be, given these technological advances.

"Annie said to himself: "let go, me not to it!" Annie hospital. Somewhere, there are a very powerful forces but she could not to commit suicide!"

Oh no, I hope you don't mean what I think you mean here? I hope you didn't try to commit suicide? I've written elsewhere on this website how I was visited by the "black dog" of profound depression at one stage of my life, so I know how terrible and emotionally devastating an experience like this can be.

"Annie to protest.... also resigned.... Annie tired..... After the his mother to know, and Annie began to bickering, crying......In fact, Annie working unpaid salary"

You've lead a life of enormous challenges, Annie. Yet you've overcome most of them with true grit, determination and fortitude. So please remain strong!

"Yao Yao an error occurred on the management, Annie will also be been implicated, a part of of the salary deduction."

Your salary was reduced, Annie? But it seems unfair, if the management error was not part of your doing?

"The mother said enough able to get the pension..... sometimes, the company will not delay the purchase of insurance to their employees......Annie themselves have to purchased a part of the pension.....Annie suddenly said can not be to purchased 80% of the insurance...... Annie wrist pain can not be sleeping, cervical are also stiff.....Annie never cried.....Now, Annie cried."

It sounds like you've been cheated out of some of your pension entitlements, Annie. Terrible to hear. Especially when combined with the increasing wrist and cervical pain you were experiencing, that was in turn causing sleep problems and probably making life almost intolerable for you.

"Love is the way does not need to say anything..... Do you understand me, I also to understand you ...... that's enough."

If there's any fairness, justice or equitability in this world, Annie - you will find the love that you've been searching for your whole life and that you deserve so much. I sincerely wish you well, Annie. If there's anything I can do for you, please let me know.

What a truly inspirational and uplifting story you've presented to us all here. Through the strength and power of your words, seared and anguished as they have been through the harsh blowtorch of life - what a wonderful gift you've given to us here on CLM.

Xie xie, Annie. Thank you. Bless you.

#2014-04-22 23:51:58 by QinQL @QinQL

好美的一首散文诗!

看到了你的努力,英语提高得很快哦 !(y)

#2014-04-24 14:48:37 by Barry1 @Barry1

@prana

By the way, Annie - as you would know already - according to Buddhist principles, both the joys and hardships we all bear in this life are necessary parts of the evolutionary process of our souls.

Every major experience is essential to the learning process of our consciousness. As we go through our lives, how we react and deal with things teaches us all invaluable lessons that are essential for soul development.

Buddhism teaches us that we all have many lives; many lessons to learn. As difficult or as cruel as it seems in some scenarios, nothing of any significance happens without a reason. We thus have choices to make at every step. The optimal choice of course, is to deal with the situation; grow from it; then move on.

There's genuine peace in a life lived with gratitude. Though all of us need to find this within us, despite external circumstances. Having found it though, we can be assured one of the very greatest lessons has been learnt - sought by many, achieved by few. Those that can accomplish this are well advanced on the journey of their souls.

Please never give up on your dreams, Annie. One day, I believe they'll come true. :)

#2014-04-24 19:52:40 by prana @prana

@QinQL
Thank you. John's also have of hard work, thanked John amendments.
Because it is the bilingual, so I try to written in a very simple.

Thank you. 也有John的辛苦工作,感谢John的修正。
因为是双语,所以我尽量写的很简单。

#2014-04-24 20:52:49 by prana @prana

@Barry1
Hello! Mr. Barry!
Because of your incentive I can to write this blog post.
Thanks!
I think these are also a abundant wealth of sophisticate.
And it gave me a lot of wisdom.
Thanks to God!
Your trip to China to get started? Everything going?
Blessed are you!
你好!巴里先生!
是因为你的激励,我才能写出这篇博客日志。
感谢!
我想,这些阅历也是一笔丰富的财富。
它给了我很多智慧。
感谢上帝!
你的中国之行开始了吗?一切顺利吗?
祝福你!

#2014-04-24 23:36:06 by janethenderson @janethenderson

我觉得配的图相当好,跟楼主很相配.
安静,雅致.
上天是公平的,只要努力,一定会有合适的那一位是适合姐姐的.
你的内心平和,这是难得的品质.

#2014-04-25 13:51:08 by haifeng @haifeng

嗨,普拉纳姐姐你好,很久没有你的消息了,一切都好吗?
昨天早上巴里先生把你的这篇博文传给了我,并提议我回到这里,巴里先生对你的关心和真诚的友谊深深地感染了我,经过一番思想斗争后我决定回来,回到日夜牵挂的姐姐身边来,希望我们和巴里先生一起将真诚的伟大的友谊的圣火传递。
来到CLM虽然经历了很多让人失望的事情,但是总有那么几位真诚的朋友值得我们回忆和留恋,而姐姐恰恰又是我最不放心和最牵挂的人,离开这里后我在QQ里添加了四十多位认为可能是你的网友,但是始终没有找到你,无奈我请巴里先生帮助我转达给你的信件,但是我仍然没有得到你的回音,而巴里先生每次都会把的博文转发给我,让我牵挂的心稍微得到一些慰籍。
姐姐看到你的这篇博文后,在你的身上我看到了海伦.凯勒的影子,虽然你的身材娇小,但是你的内心是强大的,你是值得我们敬佩的。
姐姐生活中总是有各种各样不尽人意的事情,我们要学会平静地去面对,任何事的存在都是合理的,我们改变不了现状,那就改变我们自己,把丑陋的罪恶的东西全部过滤掉,让我们的内心装满美丽的正能量的东西,只有如此我们的才会幸福和快乐!

#2014-04-25 14:02:12 by haifeng @haifeng

@Barry1
你好,巴里先生,我回来了,谢谢你对普拉纳姐姐的关心和鼓励,也谢谢你建议我回到这里,回到姐姐身边,愿你的友谊是永不褪色的常青树,永远与我们相伴!

#2014-04-25 17:00:49 by Barry1 @Barry1

@prana

Hello Annie.

In answer to your question, yes, my China trip is still going ahead - I arrive in Chengdu late next month to begin my adventure.

Let me say though, that of all the blog blurbs I've read on this website since I arrived here eight months ago, yours is the BEST article that I've read so far on this website, including my own.

It summarises the compelling and somewhat heartbreaking story of your life, replate as it is with a wide selection of joys and happiness; frustration and achievement; sadness and despair.

I'm both amazed and disappointed though that at the time of writing this, not one Chinese sister has responded to it - except for our good friend QinQL. This is made even more perplexing in that it was written in bilingual fashion, both English as well as Chinese.

What is wrong with all you Chinese ladies out there? And Western men, for that matter? Can't you recognise, understand or appreciate a truly sincere, genuine and heartfelt true life story when you see one?

Are you all so caught up in your own little worlds that you can't at least give thanks to sister Prana for writing this extraordinary, honest article?

Prana is a BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING both internally as well as externally. She deserves so much more than what she's so far received in this life. Yet where are all the sisters who should be saying this to you, I wonder? I know Chinese ladies are not so selfish as this normally, hence my surprise at their glaring absence.

I sincerely COMMEND you, Prana on having the courage to write these captivating words. The fact you chose to do it in two languages makes the achievement even more important in my eyes, given that learning English as we all know is not easy. And if you're over 40, it's downright difficult!

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